The Chronology ...

Journaling something like an illness was not intuitive for me, it should have been though. I am no stranger to keeping notes on projects and activities. But this didn't seem the same. I guess I was more involved in the 'doing day-to-day' in dealing with the effects of my allergy. And as time progressed it became more and more demanding.

Another reason I was ineffective in keeping copious notes during the early stages of this condition, was I just didn't see it as an 'event of note'. Hey everybody has itches, twinges, aches and pains. That's just part of leading an active life. I was active and took it all in stride as just part of the process. So there were wide gaps in any kind of notes on the progress and activity of the 'allergy'.

I bring this to attention because I am now about the begin changing the dates and times of the MoldChron entries to reflect the Time Line of the events; at least as close to it as possible.

My postings will comprise ... REMEMBRANCES, REFERENCES and CURRENTS.

REMEMBRANCES

These are times, actions, events and individuals that played parts in the Time Line of the allergy as it progressed from genesis to current day manifestations. As best as I can piece together with bit so calendar entries, medications, doctor visits and the like, I will attempt to track the movement of The Allergy.

REFERENCES

Here the importance will focus on the medical, social, economic, physical and mental impact of 'The Allergy'. It's my intention that these provide information for others not-yet-diagnosed, but suffering from Mold Allergy, as well as those who know their problems, but due to geo-political boundaries, age or whatever have different experiences. I would hope that a dialog of discussion can be established among those who are Mold Allergy Sufferers. And that such a dialog would serve to provide information, instruction, guidance and consolation to the more than 15 MILLION known sufferers of Mold Allergy... and how many more with the symptoms - but who do NOT know the cause.

CURRENTS

This is will be the current condition of my personal dealings with The Allergy. So they will be seen at the front of the postings. I will intermingle these along with the REMEMBRANCES and the REFERENCES. I will also attempt to link between CURRENTS and the other two and vice verse. I'm not sure how to do this in Blogger - but I'm sure it can be done. This is a link to "How It Began.. I Think". OK, let's test it to see if this works.

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First Event ...

Many say they can remember the first time they ____ , fill in the blank. Events in our life that set the flow of the following days, weeks, months or years of our lives remain close and easily remembered. I can remember -now looking back- to the 'genesis' of the expression of my allergy to mold.

At the time I didn't think it was anything other than an 'itch', but it was really so much more. The headaches were thought to be the results of just staying up late and not getting enough sleep; drinking too much coffee or being in need of a good chiropractic adjustment. The fact that I did not get enough rest, drank too much coffee and set for so long at a computer terminal that I needed regular chiropractic adjustments, added to a 'string ready to break' condition. But unbeknown to me, there was a more permanent condition at work.

What I noticed first - now looking back - were three prominent things: 1) anal itch (thought to be hemorrhoids); 2) headaches that came with 'set your clock' regularity (5-6 each week, most often as I woke up - or what WOULD wake me up); 3) flu-like congestion, aches and pains, and a typical low-grade fever (99F - but never above 99.5F). These continued and persisted - no matter how much salve, Tylenol, Excedrin, fluid or medication I took. Then almost as soon as they arrived, they were gone. But would return though; worse, more frequent and more persistent.

Reviewing the past 5 years, in hind-sight, I can see this all began its unveiling in October of 2000 - when my wife and I were in Panama City, FL for an annual church convention. I didn't know what the problem was - but I thought I had a hemorrhoid, didn't get enough sleep and caught a 'bug'. Why it began then, I don't know. Prior to this I didn't notice a 'regularity' to the pattern that began in 2000 and continues.

This was the FIRST EVENT, I see this now, but had not a clue of what would become a 'life controlling' condition. We either learn to live with these conditions and move on - or they will control us even more than they already do. At this stage of my 'mold allergy' I am very 'controlled' in what I can do ... when and where I can do it. But I try to not let it totally permeate my life, conversation and thinking.

The Journals help me to 'get it out and get on' with my life.

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